Wow

We are nearly 26 weeks. Amazing. simply amazing. I truly can't believe we are here and this is MY life. I spent today really cleaning/rearrainging Bella and Ava's room. It took all day. I spent at least an hour seperating and organizing socks! Baby socks are so cute. Tiny and cute. I love them. I got most of Ava's things put away and got the closet all ready. Luckily we have large closets. I am not sure how i would fit all their stuff if it was a tiny closet.

Lately I have been feeling really emotional and really exhausted. It dawned on me that my mediciation mimics pregnancy hormones and that all this is from that. Can I say how weird it is to not pregnant but *feel* it. As soon as I sit in my recliner I fall asleep! yikes.

I went through all my Baby celebration gifts again and they were all so wonderful. I got most of the stuff put away. My dining room table is full of gift bags and tissue paper plus teddy bears

I am trying to make a list of things i still need. I need a pair of jammies for the hospital. I don't like regular nursing ones, so I usually just get a button down shirt. Maybe a robe as well. It will be different to feel physically great once Ava's born. I can get up and walk around with no pain!